Amazingly (to me) the clapping continues, why wont he stop?
I feel the urge to scream, which I am able do. I then start to punch the air, whilst still on the floor on my knees and I am encouraged to do more of that and to really crank it up. I feel as though Im going rounds with Tyson. Punches high & low, jabs, uppercuts, I keep going and going until I get to a point of maximum intensity. FREEZE says the receiver. I do this and feel the feelings in my body whilst holding my breath. I am able to explore the feelings and surf with these feeling and then I can hold the freeze no longer. I gulp in some air. I feel really tired from all that punching. My shoulders are fatigued. I do the whole thing all over again, except this time standing up on both feet and end with another freeze I remember that as I punch, I become aware of being back at school and Im knocking the absolute stuffing out of this guys head. Im beating him to a pulp and it feels good. I remember being teased at this school for being of Non-Anglo persuasion and this guy, Im beating s
