why is the i always have and atittuded n i push people aaway?
Maybe you are just plain anti-social. Plenty of people are, the question is whether or not you actually want to be. Some folks consider themselves loners and are perfectly ok with that… others are ready to branch out and meet people and make friends. Which one are you? Although you may not want to dig this deep, so many people are mild to severly bi-polar. If you think you might be, google it, then check your symptoms online!