When i sleep, i have this weird dream about falling down a dark hole?
You are the only person who can determine this message. The dark hole is your lower self. The doors when they are larger would appear easy to enter; but when they are smaller, it would be more difficult. The white light is the light of the soul and the red light represents the lower Chakra, which would be the Root Chakra, which is located at the base of the spine. The fact that you are in a dark hole is representative that you are living by ‘lower self’ standards. You need to bring yourself up from the depths of the lifestyle you are currently enduring. If your attitude is bad, then you must change it. If you have a habit of calling people down or what you may think of as ‘putting them in their place’ is not the way to go through life. Or if you have a pessimistic attitude, or defeatist attitude, then you need to make changes. Next time you see the doors larger, then go through the first one you see that contains the white light. This one should bring you up to the next level, and thin