When dealing with a death?
The only time i ever believed in God was when i was younger, because that was all i knew, that is what my family taught me. As I got older and saw things in my own point of view, once i saw how thing REALLY are, i stopped believing. As far as dealing with death you just have to take it one day at a time, and people may say it gets easier, but in reality dealing with a death of some one close to u is NEVER easy. Over the past summer my friend Tony committed suicide, i was in love with him, and never told him. I have never felt so much pain in my entire life, i cried so much the week that he died, that it is near impossible for me to cry now. Its been over five months and its still as hard as it was the day he died. I miss him and he’s never coming back, but i know he wasn’t happy here, and now he’s at peace.
