What does it mean if one self sabotages relationships around 5 months after dating?
you’ve maybe just not found the right guy to settle you yet and because of this, you get bored quickly in your other relationships and so you don’t find yourself falling in love too easily. i used to be like this, but i found someone who i actually want to spend the rest of my life with now, i cheated on him once when i was drunk, and he found out, it was a huge wake up call for me…what made me realise how much i wanted to be with him and how much i love him was his reaction to finding out. he basically broke up with me and i found myself pleading for forgivness, i even wrote him 4 sides of a4 lined paper on how much i loved him and wanted to stay with him and how much i was sorry.
