Things are not going as well as Id planned. Should I take up drinking and drugs or cutting and self mutilation?
I started cutting 3 years ago i started because i couldnt take it anymore it helped alittle it was the only thing stopping me from killing myself now im really addicted to it i start shaking if i go more than 3 days not cutting my family found out i was cutting and took away all sharp objects but i have razors hidden im also getting professional help and its not helping at all please dont go down that path theirs nothing but more pain and darkness then you have to deal with emotional pain and physical pain and life gets harder than it has to be.
Darn, my comment didn’t ‘take,’ So this is not an answer, but a comment, since I’m afraid if I try to comment again, it won’t post. To failed_stoic – please know that the most destructive behavior has got to be the mutilation, because you could bleed to death especially if you are submerged in water – no way to stop the bleeding then, how awful. The least would have to be light drinking, ALTHOUGH what if you got killed in a car wreck from drunken driving, or killed or maimed someone else? It would ruin a family’s life, and you would then have to live/exist knowing that sad fact. Think of that girl, Jacqueline Saburido, who was horribly burned in her fiery car from a drunken driver who hit her car!! And even worse than that – what of the lady with no face but a big bulbous ‘nose,’ who was mauled by the chimp? Surely you can’t look as bad as that!!!! You MUST look better than THAT. And if you are overweight, go to: http://lowcarbdiets.about.com/od/lowcarb101/u/gettingstarted.htm and cons
