Is it weird that ive never had a girlfriend?
It is not weird at all. You are obviously dating, you said you have come close a few times but it never really worked out. Are you trying to make it work out? If you are, that is a big mistake. It has to happen naturally, if you try to force a relationship you are headed down a bad road. And you might miss an opportunity to meet someone else who may turn out to be the one you want to stay with. Don’t rush into a relationship, it is better to date several people until the right one comes along. And don’t let peer pressure rush you into anything either. It will all come naturally. I didn’t have a girlfriend until I was 20.
