Is it easy to jst up and leave and start a new life?
I felt that way when I was 20 Im 26 now and am feeling a lot better than 20. I was like you. Every ounce of you but a man. I had nothing but High school diploma. I stuck to the job. I stopped kissing up. Though I had to suck it up some times(whats the difference It was the same before). I did not stop going to school. I kept going to classes. I started learning my life long desire a guitar. I kept myself happy. I stopped making ungrateful friends, coworkers, family happy and started to treat myself well. Good food, exercise, and improving my brain strength. I am of course smarter than I was before. But I still can remember my unheard prayers and tears on my pillow every night 5 years ago. I did not fear what my friends thought when I applied for the opening which I did not have experience of. I was promoted to their surprise. I owed the good treatment to myself. Why Coz you are special. If it is not you to treat yourself well, who will? Trust me even own blood and family will run over