I feel like im dreaming everything and everything to me is fake !! is this depersonalization ?
It is probably a combination of two things. One is a bit of deja vu having been there in a previous life, and two, this opened a bit of Knowledge from within your Spiritual realm wherein you can presently “see” the illusion of life. Some people who are Spiritually evolved “see” the difference between a sense of the Reality of their Souls [Spiritual sense of Self] and of the world [which is illusory and not Real like ones Soul]. For a few [relatively speaking] this sense of “depersonalization” is permanent… I refer to it as one learning to live a successful schizophrenic life.