How to increase my motivation ?
No, but thats a good one. As far as I know, there are not any pills for motivation. Its got to come from your insides. One thing that you can do to motivate yourself it to create a schedule of “what” needs to be done every week, do it by the hour. In setting up this schedule, you should occasionally leave an hour blank to add for un-plan-able events. I’m assuming that you are still in school then b/c you made reference to you mother. I just graduated so…ya! I would say join a club or organization, or sports team. If none of those fit your taste, then pick up something that you like to do. It could literally be anything from rock climbing to reading to any hobbies. Try and see what people around your community are doing and if there are any projects that you could get involved in. And if your old enough, maybe a part time job wouldn’t bet to bad right now either.