How Do You Hate And Loathe Yourself?
To hate and to loathe Start by waking up each morning with a pity party of how much you hate yourself. As you go through your morning routine complain to yourself how ugly, fat and pathetic you are. This starts each morning off right. Hit the breakfast kitchen with so much loathing that you skip right past any healthy options you had in the house. And skip right to eating a half a dozen or so assorted filled donuts as you wash them down with a cold refreshing soda. Next spend the rest of the morning complaining about how fat you are wondering if you should stick your finger down your throat, like that is a safe option. Throughout the day constantly remind yourself about the looser you have become. How you should have done this, and you could have done that. Vaguely recalling a former moment in life and replay it in your mind and remember that is not who you have become. Doubt yourself and everyone that loves you. Because you are so pathetic that how could anyone ever love. Because you
