How can i stop my self being such a social reject – i want to be more.. mysterious?
Put a paper bag on your head with a question mark drawn on it. Oh, and shut up. Seriously though, I used to be like you and the way I got out of it was to just stop trying to please people and get into my own thing. Instead of trying to be funny or cool I would just stay quiet unless I had something I really felt was worth saying, and in the meanwhile pursued my own interests, like music and song writing. My fashion sense is also pretty original, so I guess people respect you when you just do your own thing – not attention seeking or actively striving to do the opposite to everyone else, but just doing what you like and not caring if it’s not the same as all your friends.