Does it make me such a bad person for missing one Holy Day of Obligation?
No it does not make you a bad person but when when you go to confession, God will forgive you…..If it is bothering you this much, the object is to take the burden off of your shoulders and put it upon our Heavenly Fathers’….God is a Good God, he will forgive you….He is a Burden Barrier, among being all else that is GOOD…..Hope this helps……God Bless……