Do i really still love him?
You’ll never have doubts when you’re questioning whether you truly love someone. You just know. So if you aren’t attracted to him, then I don’t think you’re completely in love with him. From what I hear, you’re very much attached. Being with someone for 3 years and then going without them for a week makes you realize just how dependent you are on them. Ask yourself if you’re happy or unhappy. No one deserves to be in a relationship they’re unhappy in just because they are forever tied together by, say, a daughter. Give it time! Do what’s best for all of you! Maybe you’re just stressed. People lose sexual interest when other things are bothering them. However you do need to talk about it with your boyfriend. Good luck!!