Do i have gender dysphoria?
Yes, it is possible that you have gender dysphoria. However, at 14 there’s nothing you can do about it. Until you’re at least 18 no reputable doctor in the field will even discuss gender reassignment with you. I suggest you find a therapist who understands and deals with gender dysphoria, and get help from that therapist to deal with those issues. In the meantime I suggest you keep the issue a secret from those around you. Not because there’s anything wrong with you, but because people can be very cruel and often violent when issues like this are involved. Keeping it a secret is not to make you feel there’s something wrong, but to prevent you from being hurt and victimized by others. Gender dysphoria and gender reassignment is still not understood or sympathized with by the majority of society, and you need to protect yourself.