Do i even really like my boyfriend or are my issues with him completely different?
It sounds to me that your main problem is the self esteem issues that you have, and a lot of people feel the same way. But I can also see that it’s possible that you don’t really like him as much as he likes you. The combination of those two issues can make any relationship quite volatile like a roller-coaster. It sounds like you like having him around because he makes you feel good, am I right? But while you do “kinda” like him, it’s probably not enough to actually be in a relationship with him. If that’s the case, I know what that’s like – because I’ve been there before. Maybe you’re still not quite “ready” to be in a relationship yet, and that’s fine too but I don’t think you should ever be with someone that doesn’t make you feel “totally excited” to see and spend time with him. My advice is to just let him go, your feelings for him aren’t going to improve if they haven’t after 5 months of dating. I fear that you are still hanging on to him, because you don’t really want to feel “al
