Did the depression exist before the Adderall?
Objectively, do you like your career choice? Is it a situation where it’s YOU that’s the problem — where you wish you felt better so you could pursue the same goals? Or is it the goals that are the problem — you wish you had goals that inspired you like your current ones used to? Just trying to get a better feel for your situation. On being a recluse: I understand what it is like to not want to see anybody because you A) Are depressed in general and B) Have catastrophically low self-esteem due to an appearance issue (if that’s how you feel about your weight). It’s like you can’t imagine anybody enjoying your company because you’re such an ugly downer (not saying that you are…just that you may feel that way). So typical remedies for goal-related depression like “go see your friends” feel like they’re out of the picture for you…which makes the depression worse, which makes you want to stay home by yourself, partially because you feel it’s the only option you deserve. Two of the best thin
