Could you recommend any self-help books for someone who is terrified of committment?
You’re not ready for a relationship if you’re terrified of committment. Frankly, I don’t even know why they allow some self-help books to get published. A therapist could tell you all you need to know. The author of a self-help book probably isn’t a therapist. Thus, he or she wouldn’t deliver anything worth helping you. Give it time. You might be ready, and then you may never be ready. Don’t force yourself to commit to a relationship. It’s obvious you’re not ready.