All that aside, what is it like to be so free (and wonderfully different)?
RICHARD: It is a freedom well worth living indeed, for in actual freedom lies not only an actual peace but an actual innocence. One is pure innocence personified, for one is literally free from sin and guilt. One is untouched by evil; no malice or sorrow exists anywhere in this body. One is utterly innocent … innocence, that much abused word, can come to its full flowering and one is easily able to be freely ingenuous noble in character without any effort at all. The integrity of an actual freedom is so unlike the strictures of morality whereupon the psychological and psychic identity within the body struggles in vain to resemble the purity of the actual inasmuch as probity is bestowed gratuitously. One can live unequivocally, endowed with an actual gracefulness and dignity, in a magical wonderland. To thus live candidly, in arrant innocence, is a remarkable condition of excellence. I have no furious urges, no instinctive anger, no impulsive rages, no inveterate hostilities, no evil
