Am i a pathetic crazy woman?
Yes you are pathetic… HE IS A PLAYER! and not having the baby was probably one of the best things you ever did. Is he sticking behind those women who he LOVED so much too? Enough that he got them pregnant? What makes you think he will stay with you. STOP IT! YOU NEED HIM LIKE A HOLE IN THE HEAD! Find a man that is mature enough to take care of the children he fathered first and gain some self esteem. YOU DESERVE BETTER! And if you do see him again you might want to sit him down and tell him the importance of a CONDOM! Which I suggest you use if you have sex with him again, considering how many women he has been with he could have an STD!